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Okay, I had a pretty good day except the feeling I'm having right now. I seriously don't know what to do. I'm having feelings about where my life is going right now. At this point, it's going nowhere and I don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm mostly thinking about my feelings about me and Evans relationship. I love him so very much but I think that I just need a break and just focus on finishing school, getting my licences, and a job. I'm also thinking that I'm not ready for a long term relationship. I thought I was and it just felt so good to know that I was, but now, it's gone downhill. I have no idea what to do. He is suppose to call me tonight and I'm scared to tell him. I just hope he appreciates that I'm going to be honest with him. I don't want him to get upset and think that I won't ever give him another chance. I also feel horrible because he's probably going to wonder what made me think of this after we had the best weekend ever! It's also our 4 months this Friday! This is so hard! I don't know what's going to happen, but tomorrow, I'll update about it. Tootles for now.
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Sammy
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Sammy