Oct 30, 2006 11:37
why was yesterday such a roller coaster? the morning was awesome. i felt so secure. i loved yesterday morning. it was just about perfect.
as the day went on i became more and more insecure. but even as i would get more and more insecure there were moments when i was secure again. i dont get it. i dont even know if im justified in my insecurity. im probably just being paranoid. or maybe not. idk. its just weird. im still wicked insecure right now. i need to work on that. i need to talk to him.