June Is Here

[slivermoonwolf]

My birhtday birthday month is here...it also means that its the month of Gretchen's Bachelorette party, her actual wedding and all that goes with it, my finals and yes more work...but maybe some down time and relaxation...? Who knows. Anyway here's what's been happening...on teh 27th of May I went to Ren. Fest...spent WAY too much money but it was fun...oh I've also met two guys...Jeremiah...a guy from my past (just friends) we kindda started dating...well we made out hard core and I wouldn't sleep with him...haven't heard from him since...hmm makes ya wonder right? Oh well his loss...then this other guy Dave...he kindda scares me...he's way too excited about me way too fast...I mean its awesome that he thinks Im awesome but still I have a feeling that we just don't fit and I don't want to stick my feet in a pool that I don't plan on swimming in right now...anyway I've been trying to plan a bachelorette party for Gretchen and things kindda got screwed up on me....they changed it so we can't go to the dance club cuz Chad doens't want Gretchen in that environment...but they never said no strippers...but she doens't want one...and I found a cheap one too! and I know he'd be good cuz he's hot and can dance and is apparently really big...and no worries he wouldn't get entirely naked he'd still be wearing a thong! lol Anyway I was just upset cuz then they moved the date on me after nixing the Wild Bills Dance part...grrarg...Anyway So Im just like F it...cuz I just don't care anymore...Im not gonna fight it...oh but here's the thing...the date got switched and Jen can't make it...Jen was gonna be a bridesmaid and is a really good friend of Gretchen's...the date was moved so more people could come....but I know Gretchen would rather have less people as long as they were more people she cared about...get it? Anyway Im not shifting it again because getting off work is a hassle and now that I have that day off at work anyway (the thursday i orignally requested and Friday) Im gonna go see a band play and Im going with my sis so it'll be fun.) I feel bad that Jen can't be there but Im placing all that on Kyle (the other bridesmaid.) Anyway moving on...im freaking out...my final is this Thursday (on my birhtday) grr again.....I hope I pass...if I don't I don't know what I'll do cuz I'll be screwed...I really might apply to T.I.G.E.R.S. if I fail...I need to do SOMETHING with my life...moving on that night Im going out with Sam and Shaina to Wild Bills to go dancing...then I work Friday but after work Im celebrating my birthday with my friend Tristen! yay! She has a 2nd part of a gift for me...Im really curious cuz the 1st part was a picture of Ryo Nishikido....Im totally obsessed...I really really really want him...I mean want to meet him...;) LOL Anyway then the 29th is the wedding rehersal/dinner and then the 30th is the actual wedding...I'm gonna miss Gretchen....but I know she's happy so I wish her the very best in life. Oy! Well I have to get going so I can get to class for the final review...Im nervous that I'll fail....if I do Im literally fucked...anyway take care all!

YAY! B-DAY coming up in 2 days! (if you count today and its nearly over!!! So just ONE day left!!!) Tomorrow I can say "Tomorrow is my birthday!" hehe

Oh and guess what....I LOVE RYO NISHISKIDO!!!