and when the walls come crashing down, will u still hold me tight?
to say the least....i feel like shit...i keep contemplating some real heavy shit.. a couple ppl noe wat tht is..but i think i may go with my original expiration date. i dunno. im so confused. i wanna b happy and i want ppl 2 love me. if someone just fuckin lyke held me all day then mayb id feel better but i noe thts not gunan happen...im scared of life, im scared of the future, im scared i have no future...but whom can i trust with allthis? i dont knoe...i dun feel lyke gettin locked up, tht'll nly push me further. ugh. i give up on me, i feel lyke breaking down, i jus cut myself and its bleeding really hard, it stings like all hell. ugh. neway 2day im doin nuhting but sittin round moppin, contemplating and watever else i can think of...2mrw...again nothing....so yeah. im real loved. ugh ima run i needa vent a bit..peace-