hey you.... over there

May 24, 2005 12:43

well, i dont know how to explain this, but ill try my best.
lately, ive been going through mixed emotions and its quite strange. im really excited about a lot of things, ex. graduation, this summer, florida, our passion our valor, ect. but at the same time im so stressed/sad/lonely... its quite strange! one moment ill be jumpy and laughing, the next ill be so sad, i could cry. i dont know whats going on with me!!!

ha, he told me he cared about me. man did he lie. i cant believe i would ever actually believe those words, but i did and now im the one hurting. i thought we would be happy, i thought we would be in love, but all i got was heartache and pain. im tired of guys running all over me, im tired of them telling me i mean the world to them, im tired of them telling me im the only one.... when in actuality... im not and they know that. if im not the only one tell me, if you dont love me, dont tell me you do, if i dont mean crap to you... QUIT SAYING I DO!
guys, heres some advice. if you really do care about her, tell her, if you love her, tell her everyday, and dont forget, never stop telling her how much she means to you. every girl loves to hear those words... your beautiful, you mean so much to me, and the big ones I LOVE YOU... but if you dont really mean it, dont bother saying it, until you really do.

<3 i cant wait to find the one that says these things to me and means it with all his heart <3
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