WTF?!
I feel like i did everything in my whole life backwards. In ways I grew up way too fast. Taking on responsibilities no other child would dream of. Moving out at 14. Getting my own apartment at 16 with a boyfriend. Who I thought for sure I would marry. Only to prove to myself that I was mature. But I missed out on other things, like learning to drive, where I am only starting now. Like having slumber parties, and playing dress up. I keep trying to get it all done now. The funny thing is I've only matured and grown up, since I stopped trying so hard to do so in the first place. In ways I feel it's made me stand out. In others it set me back. And still deep down there's this sadness and anger, because I know it was taken from me too young. I try not to live in regret, but still I can't help but wonder... if it never happened, what would I be today?