its hard to be apart from anyone i love for more than a week. a whole 5 weeks makes it even harder.
and yet, im still in good spirits. sure, im spending a hella lot of money but, fuck, its my first christmas!
tonight i go to ottawa with denise and her brother. the next few days will be both fun and awkward as i experience things ive only seen on television shows.
turkey and cranberry sauce, presents under christmas trees, big grins, piano in the background-eep!
not even stupid isaak or super awkward sisterly affairs can bring me down.
i just want everyone i know to be as happy as i am right now.
hope everyone can stay warm this year.
happy holidays, love love love!