i hate my life...
it seems as though sometimes people like to forget about your existance//you know// being around madison really makes me realize that i mean nothing to anyone who isn't him. this society is so fixated on 'survival of the fittest' that no one takes time to care about others//(including myself.)//so here i sit, wallowing in my self pity, feeling utterly alone because madison isn't here to make me think i am the only other person alive///
life gets to be so tawdry sometimes, you know?// really makes you wonder why we are forced to live day after day of redundancy//sheesh///
it's funny how easily i am forgotten//kind of sad when i think about it// it's queer how all of my old friends still keep me in their thoughts, but a lot of my current friends do not. kinda makes ya think, doesn't it?///
life gets to be so tawdry sometimes, you know?// really makes you wonder why we are forced to live day after day of redundancy//sheesh///
it's funny how easily i am forgotten//kind of sad when i think about it// it's queer how all of my old friends still keep me in their thoughts, but a lot of my current friends do not. kinda makes ya think, doesn't it?///