talk about losing my patience!
so when i came back from pennsylvania, i knew it was going to be difficult to find a job. i knew it was going to take me a minute longer then everyone else just for the fact that i didn't exactly leave my last job under the best circumstances. not gonna lie, i managed to screw a lot up the first half of this year. but seriously. i have put in AT LEAST 40 applications. and not one person has called me back. i've called around trying to get ahold of a status of my application, but i get the run around every time. maybe i'll just go and work at whataburger. *shudders* i guess it really is time to just suck it up and make anything work.
also, people. i have been so disgusted with some people lately it's horrible. i'm tired of hearing these stories of how retarded people are acting. i know i'm just now getting on that sobriety bandwagon, but since i've been here i'm sitting here wondering why any of us spent so much time riding the waves. and i get hell because i've had to make the tough decision of stepping back from certain people just to keep myself out of trouble. whatever. i shouldn't even be talking about this.
alright. i guess we'll say this is a good first attempt. gotta get back into the groove of rambling to a journal.
i suppose everyone else needs to have patience as well! haha.
also, people. i have been so disgusted with some people lately it's horrible. i'm tired of hearing these stories of how retarded people are acting. i know i'm just now getting on that sobriety bandwagon, but since i've been here i'm sitting here wondering why any of us spent so much time riding the waves. and i get hell because i've had to make the tough decision of stepping back from certain people just to keep myself out of trouble. whatever. i shouldn't even be talking about this.
alright. i guess we'll say this is a good first attempt. gotta get back into the groove of rambling to a journal.
i suppose everyone else needs to have patience as well! haha.