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i suppose it's time for an update, for those of you who are just dying to know what's going on in my life.
first off, yea... i'm still in school. it's a lot of fucking work and i don't know how i feel about all these clinical shit. i'm also trying to reach out and actually be nice to the people in my class, which i didn't do before, since i'm going to have to spend a good amount of time with them for the next couple of months. it seeems to be working better for me. i guess we'll see how everything goes.
work. i really like my job. it can be aggravating sometimes, but it's all in all enjoyable. and it seems to be enough money to sustain what i need for the time being. if you like Italian food, you need to make a trip to Historic Grapevine and try some Napoli's. it's right across from the Lancaster Theatre. it's seriously some of the best Italian good i've ever tried with the nicest staff around. =) come. i demand it. hah
josh and i are still together and happy... most of the time. no relationship is perfect and i'm not trying to expect it to be. August makes 10 months. longest relationship for either of us. craziness. but it works. i love him. =)
i actually have a female friend guys! *gasp* yes, it is THAT big of a deal, if you didn't already know. i guess hanging out over at Smurf and Pogo's kind of made me and Allison buddies. it's rather enjoyable for me. i don't have many girls in this world that i can be stupid with. but, Allison is definitely one of those people. and Josh loves it because now he doesn't have to deal with all the "stupid girl" stuff. so it all works out. we even work at Napoli's together! it's fun, we laugh a whole fucking lot. yay for things working out!
my parents have officially made the decision that they are moving back to Pennsylvania within the next year. that means that i either need to find a way for me to live on my own here in Texas or i'm off to PA. this is a thing that keeps going through my head. i want to make the decision that will ultimately mean my success, but how am i supposed to do that? not to mention the fact that leaving would mean an insane amount of heartache that i'm just not ready for. i'm still torn. hopefully i can try and get some cash saved up and stuff so i can actually move out and sustain my own lifestyle. of course, this means roommates and what not, but i hope that once i'm out of my house i'll feel more educated about what i want to do. i guess we'll just have to see how everything plays out.
since the beginning of this summer, i've started taking anti-depressents again. i really think it was one of the best decisions i've made so far. it's really helping, more then i could've ever imagined. my anxiety is almost completely taken care of. my "tempor" is controlled most of the time. annnnnd, it's a lot harder for me to get all worked up and depressed for no reason. i also found out that i'm anemic, which might or might not have contributed to my depression issues. i've also started taking supplements to help with my iron levels, and that also seems to be helping a whole lot. i had no idea how tired i was all the time until i finally had a chance to be awake. if that makes any sense... probably not.
moving on. my dad is starting two new jobs in August. that equals more money for my family, which is something we've been needing for years now. i even think that there's going to be a new car in my family soon. maybe even a new car for brittany? i'm really hoping so... because the fuckus just isn't making me happy any longer. but that brings up another huge decision that i'll have to make... what kind of car do i want? arghhhhhh, too many decisions!
well, i guess that's about enough on me for now. i'm going to try and update more, but i can't make any promises.
and i want LOTS of comments.
loove.
first off, yea... i'm still in school. it's a lot of fucking work and i don't know how i feel about all these clinical shit. i'm also trying to reach out and actually be nice to the people in my class, which i didn't do before, since i'm going to have to spend a good amount of time with them for the next couple of months. it seeems to be working better for me. i guess we'll see how everything goes.
work. i really like my job. it can be aggravating sometimes, but it's all in all enjoyable. and it seems to be enough money to sustain what i need for the time being. if you like Italian food, you need to make a trip to Historic Grapevine and try some Napoli's. it's right across from the Lancaster Theatre. it's seriously some of the best Italian good i've ever tried with the nicest staff around. =) come. i demand it. hah
josh and i are still together and happy... most of the time. no relationship is perfect and i'm not trying to expect it to be. August makes 10 months. longest relationship for either of us. craziness. but it works. i love him. =)
i actually have a female friend guys! *gasp* yes, it is THAT big of a deal, if you didn't already know. i guess hanging out over at Smurf and Pogo's kind of made me and Allison buddies. it's rather enjoyable for me. i don't have many girls in this world that i can be stupid with. but, Allison is definitely one of those people. and Josh loves it because now he doesn't have to deal with all the "stupid girl" stuff. so it all works out. we even work at Napoli's together! it's fun, we laugh a whole fucking lot. yay for things working out!
my parents have officially made the decision that they are moving back to Pennsylvania within the next year. that means that i either need to find a way for me to live on my own here in Texas or i'm off to PA. this is a thing that keeps going through my head. i want to make the decision that will ultimately mean my success, but how am i supposed to do that? not to mention the fact that leaving would mean an insane amount of heartache that i'm just not ready for. i'm still torn. hopefully i can try and get some cash saved up and stuff so i can actually move out and sustain my own lifestyle. of course, this means roommates and what not, but i hope that once i'm out of my house i'll feel more educated about what i want to do. i guess we'll just have to see how everything plays out.
since the beginning of this summer, i've started taking anti-depressents again. i really think it was one of the best decisions i've made so far. it's really helping, more then i could've ever imagined. my anxiety is almost completely taken care of. my "tempor" is controlled most of the time. annnnnd, it's a lot harder for me to get all worked up and depressed for no reason. i also found out that i'm anemic, which might or might not have contributed to my depression issues. i've also started taking supplements to help with my iron levels, and that also seems to be helping a whole lot. i had no idea how tired i was all the time until i finally had a chance to be awake. if that makes any sense... probably not.
moving on. my dad is starting two new jobs in August. that equals more money for my family, which is something we've been needing for years now. i even think that there's going to be a new car in my family soon. maybe even a new car for brittany? i'm really hoping so... because the fuckus just isn't making me happy any longer. but that brings up another huge decision that i'll have to make... what kind of car do i want? arghhhhhh, too many decisions!
well, i guess that's about enough on me for now. i'm going to try and update more, but i can't make any promises.
and i want LOTS of comments.
loove.