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im so fustrated. tiffany told me to call her later cuz paige was over so i did and when i called she was going to sleep and her own stupid boyfriend didnt even go to her game to see her and i did. y do i even try it dosent gt me anywhere being nice i guess. i should be a jerk to everyone like him and then i wouldnt have anyproblems. i guess being myself andbeing there for her is wrong or something. no matter how hard i try how nice i am it dosent seem to effect her and its driving me crazy.she so lucky i love her or i woulve been gone a long toime ago. i treat her so good im always there for her. and she treats me like crap by going out with another guy. that so stupid and i don tknow why i waste me time.acaully i do know y for some reason i love her. she says she loves me but she sure has a weird way of showong it. i dont think she understands how much she means to me. she makes me so mad if she dosent love me she should tell me cuz shes driving me crazy and i dont know what to do anymore. she wont listen to anyone.maybe i should give up. i know its against what i said but where is it getting me being like this and waiting for her when i get treated like this in return? maybe i should put an end to it all. i wish it were that easy. i wish she would just figure out whats going on. i cant do this anymore. she always told me she would be there for me. so far ive held up my end. i only wish shed do the same. i guess i should give up then.