Feb 02, 2011 21:10
Last night I had a dream I was driving and my car spun out on ice. I have this dream a lot, but this time it was different. I was spinning and spinning and trying to slowly gain control of the car, but I was powerless. Suddenly I slide into the snow filled woods, in between some birch trees. And as I'm gripping the wheel praying not to crash my precious car, my back tires glide right off a cliff and my car topples right over it. I'm free falling backwards and I feel the gravity pulling me down to my fate. I realized this was it, nobody chooses when they die, this was my moment, no second chances. I only had one thought that entered my mind before hitting the bottom, "I never learned how to love."
And then I woke up.