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my sister is in jail today. but she gets out tomorrow. it's just weird to think about.
my manager is like jeckell & hyde. she tells people she's going to fire me for telling people the shit she says, and then acts like my best friend. i'm done getting stressed out about that shit.
my friend jenn made me realize what's wrong with me. i always go back in forth between thinking im a hypocondriac or i have an awful disease and i'm dying. but she told me she was researching hypothyroidism and it has like 20 of the most random symptoms, and they sersiously are all what i have. and it's hereditary and my mom had it. thank god i actually know i'm not crazy now.
so i came home and bought health insurance. which is 200 dollars a month. and thats the cheap one. what the fuck. where am i going to get all this money? not to mention...
i tried registering for classes yesterday. which is still too confusing for me...but my roomie's gonna help me later and i am determined to be in school by the spring. so i need to pay for that to, while working less.
meanwhile, it's christmas time, and i told everyone i can't afford to buy lots of presents like usual..but my sister's moving to boston, so i HAD to help get her lots of stuff for her apartment. so far i spent 600, and i still need to get my brother more. and i wanna buy all my aunts and uncles something too. because every year they give me gift cards and money, and it's expected...but i'm an adult now, and i still never get them anything. that's bullshit. so maybea few bottles of champagne for new years or something.
stress stress stress stress stress stress......stress.
my manager is like jeckell & hyde. she tells people she's going to fire me for telling people the shit she says, and then acts like my best friend. i'm done getting stressed out about that shit.
my friend jenn made me realize what's wrong with me. i always go back in forth between thinking im a hypocondriac or i have an awful disease and i'm dying. but she told me she was researching hypothyroidism and it has like 20 of the most random symptoms, and they sersiously are all what i have. and it's hereditary and my mom had it. thank god i actually know i'm not crazy now.
so i came home and bought health insurance. which is 200 dollars a month. and thats the cheap one. what the fuck. where am i going to get all this money? not to mention...
i tried registering for classes yesterday. which is still too confusing for me...but my roomie's gonna help me later and i am determined to be in school by the spring. so i need to pay for that to, while working less.
meanwhile, it's christmas time, and i told everyone i can't afford to buy lots of presents like usual..but my sister's moving to boston, so i HAD to help get her lots of stuff for her apartment. so far i spent 600, and i still need to get my brother more. and i wanna buy all my aunts and uncles something too. because every year they give me gift cards and money, and it's expected...but i'm an adult now, and i still never get them anything. that's bullshit. so maybea few bottles of champagne for new years or something.
stress stress stress stress stress stress......stress.