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  grandpa's 87th birthday..i think? anyway, i went to train for my last day of bartending today and my cheap manager sent me home because of overtime. whatever, i already picked up saturday night so it's his fault i'm not going to be trained in time. anyway, i went to dinner with my sister, grandpa, dad and others for his birthday, and i was really happy i actually got to be there. he was too. i stopped at target and bought him a bunch of stupid little gifts. it made him happy, and i love making him happy, because he doesn't smile much ever since grandma left. anyway, i got home like an hour ago and my brother came up to me and said "you know what i just realized.. we've never not lived together." with all the moving around weve done, our sisters been seperated from us for like 6 years, but me and him have always been together. it's gonna be weird when i move out in a couple weeks. i just got sad about it. but i also just cannot fucking wait to finally get the eff out of here. i also got a call back from a magazine place i applied to on monster a month ago today. i wasnt going to call them back, then my manager pissed me off and sent me home so i got in the car and called. getting a real job would be really great. i dont even care if theyre wasting money training me, that whole place is full of shit and if i spend another year there im going to wind up killing someone there. also.. friday my sisters boyfriend stole while bartending at cheesecake, didnt ring in a bunch of drinks, and made 400 dollars. i dont agree with this on so many levels. but its none of my business. so on sunday, while bartending, i tell josh about it and he shakes his head about how wrong it is, whatever. then i find out today that sunday night around 10 a "chilis manager" called up and said they were in there on friday night and saw the bartenders giving away drinks. now i find it hard to believe that any of our managers would ever do this. and i also find it a little ironic that a matter of hours after i tell a person this story, they get a phone call getting my sisters boyfriend along with others in a lot of fucking trouble. this is not the first that something i told him has come back to bite me in the ass. trust is easily lost dear friend of mine.
im watching the doors movie now. goodbye.

oh i just told my mom im moving out. she is in shock and has no response. the end.