you were there for my first
well this it my first official Live journal entry. justh thoguht I'd give it a try.. .everyone else is doing it, I jsut wanted to fit in.
I just got back from WaHo, a friend of mine drank and I yelled at her b/c it's bad for her alrady bad liver... and then I smoked a ciggarette... bad for my bronchitis... am I a hypocrite? yeah.
went home and saw my family last thursday and hung out with one of my best freinds, we had fun calling someone we dont like anymore and messing with them and the drunk guy she was with... it was entertaining, I got cussed out, one of those you-had-to-be-there moments I guess. on tuesday I called an old friend of mine, some of y'all know the story of my ex-, but she decided that we could be freinds, that her boyfreind had gotten over her being freinds with me and he wasnt being controlling anymore. She asked me to come see her tennis match on thursday when I got into town and things were cool till about the end of the phone conversation. the paraphrase (I cant remember the exact words) went like this:
Eric: allright, well, I'll see you thursday then.
Ex-: ok, I'll see you then
Eric:I might not make the match, do you want me to call you when I get into town so that I can give you those pictures, or do wanna jsut see if we run into eachother? (I figured I might see if she actually did want to be freinds again)
Ex-: [pause] ... no... how 'bout we jsut see if we see eachother.
...
now really, what two freinds are gonna "jsut see if they run into eachother," I seriously doubt her sincerity.. I hate feeling like I've had smoke blown up my ass, but I think for the last few months, I've ended up with a lot of smoke in that area of my anatomy.
can people jsut be honest with other people, or is that too hard? that would make life so much simple and cut out sooo much drama. or if the case is just that she doenst want her boy to know that she does talk to me, then I still feel equally shitty that she cant admit freindship with me, so either way, I've decided she is not worthy of my freindship.
on a much happier note, liza got back from disney world today. so I got to see her, it was fun, we watched clerks. GREAT movie. we jsut sat there and cuddle (yes kinky) on her brothers bed for a couple of hours, and then her parents came home. her dad didnt show any outward and obvious signs of disapproval of my existance, that was nice... he musta gotten some play recently. but I think we got into an arguement over whose car was better, my toyota avalon... or liza's mercury sable... clearly the avalon, but he seemed doubtful of it's superiority. anyway, he's wrong, he'll deal with it.
so now I'm tired, stressed b/c I have two tests next week and I'm going to bed.
I just got back from WaHo, a friend of mine drank and I yelled at her b/c it's bad for her alrady bad liver... and then I smoked a ciggarette... bad for my bronchitis... am I a hypocrite? yeah.
went home and saw my family last thursday and hung out with one of my best freinds, we had fun calling someone we dont like anymore and messing with them and the drunk guy she was with... it was entertaining, I got cussed out, one of those you-had-to-be-there moments I guess. on tuesday I called an old friend of mine, some of y'all know the story of my ex-, but she decided that we could be freinds, that her boyfreind had gotten over her being freinds with me and he wasnt being controlling anymore. She asked me to come see her tennis match on thursday when I got into town and things were cool till about the end of the phone conversation. the paraphrase (I cant remember the exact words) went like this:
Eric: allright, well, I'll see you thursday then.
Ex-: ok, I'll see you then
Eric:I might not make the match, do you want me to call you when I get into town so that I can give you those pictures, or do wanna jsut see if we run into eachother? (I figured I might see if she actually did want to be freinds again)
Ex-: [pause] ... no... how 'bout we jsut see if we see eachother.
...
now really, what two freinds are gonna "jsut see if they run into eachother," I seriously doubt her sincerity.. I hate feeling like I've had smoke blown up my ass, but I think for the last few months, I've ended up with a lot of smoke in that area of my anatomy.
can people jsut be honest with other people, or is that too hard? that would make life so much simple and cut out sooo much drama. or if the case is just that she doenst want her boy to know that she does talk to me, then I still feel equally shitty that she cant admit freindship with me, so either way, I've decided she is not worthy of my freindship.
on a much happier note, liza got back from disney world today. so I got to see her, it was fun, we watched clerks. GREAT movie. we jsut sat there and cuddle (yes kinky) on her brothers bed for a couple of hours, and then her parents came home. her dad didnt show any outward and obvious signs of disapproval of my existance, that was nice... he musta gotten some play recently. but I think we got into an arguement over whose car was better, my toyota avalon... or liza's mercury sable... clearly the avalon, but he seemed doubtful of it's superiority. anyway, he's wrong, he'll deal with it.
so now I'm tired, stressed b/c I have two tests next week and I'm going to bed.