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Elyse H 01:49
i was simply double checking what you said sorry for.....
Kevin Klyce 01:49
coool
Elyse H 01:50
yep
Kevin Klyce 01:51
so I'm no superman. I can't tell time if I wispered something in it's ear. And i'm an asshole. Badge of honor I call it.
but you got a lot to deal with 01:52
don't you have a source reliable enough to connfide in 01:52
Elyse H 01:52
i dont need to confide
Kevin Klyce 01:53
yes you do
Elyse H 01:53
watching my best friend die was the most traumatic experience in my life
no i dont. because my moms a wreck. my cousin who is basically my little sister is a wreck. 01:53
which is why i was the one to stay with her when she died 01:53
which is why im moving back home, to help go through her things 01:53
im the strong one. i need to bury the fact that this has me horribly emotionally fucked up so i can help my family 01:54
and that the funeral is 3 days before school starts back up 01:54
Kevin Klyce 01:56
you still need somebody! You can't hold that shit in. your method now is counter productive
Elyse H 01:56
im holding myself together with tape and glue right now because i literally dont have time to break
so i just need normalcy 01:56
i need to hang out with friends and appear to not be so fragile right now 01:56
because i am an amazing person who has way too much fucked up shit happen in the past 3 months 01:57
worst 3 months of my life. 01:57
but at least im productive 01:57
im still working on my screenplays 01:57
and my photography 01:57
and taking some acting oppourtunities 01:57
and i successfully lost weight. down to a size 4 01:58
and i know you dont care about any of this 01:58
and its not stuff i need to say 01:58
but you havent been commenting so im just rambling 01:58
which is why i dont talk to people 01:58
no one can say anything to fix me but me right now 01:58
and everyone cares and everyone is willing to help 01:58
but realistically no one can help. i know this. so i'm taking care of me as much as im able to
i was simply double checking what you said sorry for.....
Kevin Klyce 01:49
coool
Elyse H 01:50
yep
Kevin Klyce 01:51
so I'm no superman. I can't tell time if I wispered something in it's ear. And i'm an asshole. Badge of honor I call it.
but you got a lot to deal with 01:52
don't you have a source reliable enough to connfide in 01:52
Elyse H 01:52
i dont need to confide
Kevin Klyce 01:53
yes you do
Elyse H 01:53
watching my best friend die was the most traumatic experience in my life
no i dont. because my moms a wreck. my cousin who is basically my little sister is a wreck. 01:53
which is why i was the one to stay with her when she died 01:53
which is why im moving back home, to help go through her things 01:53
im the strong one. i need to bury the fact that this has me horribly emotionally fucked up so i can help my family 01:54
and that the funeral is 3 days before school starts back up 01:54
Kevin Klyce 01:56
you still need somebody! You can't hold that shit in. your method now is counter productive
Elyse H 01:56
im holding myself together with tape and glue right now because i literally dont have time to break
so i just need normalcy 01:56
i need to hang out with friends and appear to not be so fragile right now 01:56
because i am an amazing person who has way too much fucked up shit happen in the past 3 months 01:57
worst 3 months of my life. 01:57
but at least im productive 01:57
im still working on my screenplays 01:57
and my photography 01:57
and taking some acting oppourtunities 01:57
and i successfully lost weight. down to a size 4 01:58
and i know you dont care about any of this 01:58
and its not stuff i need to say 01:58
but you havent been commenting so im just rambling 01:58
which is why i dont talk to people 01:58
no one can say anything to fix me but me right now 01:58
and everyone cares and everyone is willing to help 01:58
but realistically no one can help. i know this. so i'm taking care of me as much as im able to