May 06, 2007 19:56
i take my road test on Thursday. i feel confident driving so even if i don't pass I'm pretty content with just knowing how to drive and then I'll have even more time to save up for a car and won't be as anxious about needing one for college.
Life has been extremely confusing, especially on the sense of carl. I began writing again, it's nice to be single just time to think and be freely creative and as much as i wouldn't mind seeing people it's nice to just be at home.
Considering getting an apartment with someone but don't know who i would be good to live with and for even considering that I absolutely need a better paying job.
patching myself back up a lot lately
i feel i've been on a downfall of completely disappointing myself
just need to clarify what i want
in essence.