i can do the rowboat

[slipperybutter]

i feel like I need to puke. I'm beginning to hang w an awesome babe, but a part of me doesn't want to.... at all. and i don't know if after making out w him i want to throw up or if its my stupid stomach issue, but i want to throw up. what the fuck is wrong w me. why do i keep thinking about ryan. i don't even want to be w him. i don't really want to be w anybody. i just kinda want to throw up. i'm excited that hanz is coming this weekend. and to do the 10k. well the 10k part is just gonna be whatever. every single song i hear, i really want to cry to. and this is me saying this to "the frug" - by rilo kiley. if you've ever heard this song you'd know that makes no sense. ome this throw up feeling might actually happen. i need a life change or else I might go crazy. i'd really like to ride a bike and play in a garden.

i love you & goodnight,
Shari