Apr 14, 2006 10:36
Life has been a little strange lately... nothing seems to make sense anymore... If I want to go LEFT... life says You know you... want to go RIGHT! So in turn ... I go RIGHT... wondering what happened to LEFT... Good people die... bad people get away with their crap... and I'm LEFT going RIGHT. I hate RIGHT... it takes me down a road that involves a lot of thinking... studying... and finding who I am... and all that stuff... you know the good stuff... the important stuff but somedays it would be nice to go LEFT to see what it's like over there... But I guess RIGHT is the way I roll... :)
ANYWAY:
There are many things I wish I understood in complete detail... but I don't think I'll ever get the answers... but I will give my list anyway...
1. Why do people turn to the LEFT when they know they should turn RIGHT?
2. Support networks are suppose to support you... RIGHT? So why does mine FLEE?
3. Why do the good die young... why do the bad get away with their shit?
4. Why is your family always far away when you need them the most?
5. Why on some days do you feel completely lonely in a big group?
6. Why does each day teach you something new?
7. Why is it so hard to make the RIGHT choice and so easy to make the wrong one?
8. Why can't the simple questions have a simple answer?
9. Why don't people dance everyday? Or sing? Or do something so out of the norm that it makes them feel special for a moment?
10. Why do I always feel lost even on a familiar road?
Umm... Those are just a few that run through my brain almost daily... there are many more... but I didn't want anyone to get overwhelmed... It's just me thinking... going down the RIGHT path... and hoping I will get ONE answer out of the million questions that I have... Life... sure has been strange lately...