i was lookin through some old e-mails and found this

[slipnslide210]

i hate it when i call you and dont answer the phone
i hate the way you make me feel
i hate that you know just what to so to make my cry
i hate that you lie to me... about the stupidest
little things
i hate the way you look at me
i hate that your the only thing thats ever on my mind
i hate that i love you more then anyone else ever
could
i hate that i know you better then you know yourself
i hate when you dont listen to me
i hate it when you get mad
i hate it when you tell me to get the fuck away from
you
i hate it when we fight ALL the fucking time
i hate that i feel so comfortable around you
i hate that i can tell you anything
i hate that i trust you with my life
i hate that my whole fucking world revolves around you
i hate the way you always come back to me
i hate the way i always act like nothings wrong
i hate that you make me mad
i hate that i tell you not to say i love you
i hate crying myself to sleep because i didnt get to
hear you sat you love me
i hate sitting by the phone EVERY day waiting for you
to call me
i hate the way you hold me
i hate the way you make me feel safe
i hate that im in love with you
i hate the way you stare in my eyes
i hate it when you kiss me and i forget why i was so
angry
i hate that i want to spend the rest of my life with
you
i hate that im not the only thing you think about day
and night
i hate that im not the one who gets to make you happy
damnit ashley... i love you... more then n e thing...
your every thought that crosses my mind each day
your my reason for waking up
i want to be the one who makes you happy for the rest
of your life
why cant yuo just accept that and be with me...
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY