blah... im sad

[slipnslide210]

I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't even take the time to realize
Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cuz its takin' over my head all over again

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?

Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight
How the birds will sing as I count the rings
around my eyes
Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to
try

I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my dreams come
true

im in an emo mood... haha whats new?

i dont know why im so scared

i honestly shoudent be

but i cant help it

i love lindz so much

but i just dont want this to end up like everyother time