awkward feeling

Sep 07, 2005 15:22

i was ready to come into the year all sociable and ready to make the year funner than past grades, but guess what, i hardly know anyone in any of my damn classes. and then a bunch of weird circumstances have come up. they are as follows.

band has twice as many people as it did during band camp, and eventhough its advanced abnd most of the new people suck. mr agee wanst us to go to a ton of competetions and shows though anyway. wtf.

i dont like my math teacher at the moment. nothing agaisnt her really that i can tell, i just dont like her much. but thats a minor thing. the only friend i have in that class is corey vullo but seats are arranged by last name...so we are in opposite corners of the room. though thats probbaly good i suppose since math is tough for me sometimes.

in english, i only have one friend in there, rachel baehr. i think i spelled her name wrong. besides that, there is about 20 or so students in there, and three of them are guys, me, Anish, and Will fulton. so thats kind of weird.

so far my favorite block to my surprise is guidance aid. no problems there, the faculty is nice. there is som,e work but it snot hard and its not for a grade or anything of course, and obvioulsy there arent tests for being a guidance aid or anything. and the other guidance aid who there the same block as me is this girl Tara, dont know her last name, shes a senior and shes hot and nice to me, so i dont feel all weird and stupid sitting around her doign whatever i need to do. im sure there will still be a few bullshit times though wher eim supposed to take a pass or something to a classroom and it will be much harder than it needs to be.

today i had history, weight training/adv pe, and igsce chem.

my history class is small, we fill up only about half the classroom's desks. my teacher is mr reed. i wasnt sure of him at first but he seems to be a pretty cool guy. i'll just have to wait till teachers start giving out the real work, then im sure their nice and cool seeming personalties may change. i dont have any good freinds in there either. a few though, brandon williams is in there.

then theres weight training. what a piece of shit this class will probbaly be. i thought it would be my favorite. end of the day, just working out freely, easy as hech to keep an A and have a free boost to my GPA. it could ahve been that if half of the class wasnt a bunch of wrestling and fottball jock assholes that i want to kill. the other half i dont know. except for reggie, and alissa. but they are more like aquaintences, not friends. oh yeah samantha harris is in there too, and we all know that will make me a lot more comfortable. i should shoot who ever made my scehdule, or the computer that did it. its a pretty good sized class for the small weight room. talk about fun, being cramped in a weight room with a bunch of people i either hate or dont know.

in chemistry, mr. stietzel s fine, but i knew i would like him, though i hear he gets burned out and tired during the second half of the year. however, me and matt guth are the only two juniors in there...the entire rest of the class is a bunch of hyper active sophomore nerds.

i saw jessie beach today, i figured i wouldt see her at all this year since i hadnt by the time i spotted her. i had just started talking to her when some bitch comes up and they start talking and i needed to go to class so i just left.

i havnt seen sampson at all. i hear him tony and mike are all in the same english class togeather, of course, im the one that ends up in the other class. this is shit. orange day lunch for me is D lunch, after weight training. there are four people i know in there and sat with, which i thought was lucky cuz i figured there wouldnt be anyone. but they are people i talk to about 2-3 times a year. but hey its better than nothing.

black day lunches i have B lunch and i know many people so i have a large comfortable group to sit with. and my bus is good this year. i wonder who chase is getting a ride with though. cuz he hasnt been on it. his sister has though. still, i am getting a ride with dan and jason to school on wednesdays and thursdays. and i'll be driving them to school on mondays and tuesdays when i can drive to school.

i have a sinking feeling in my stomach now that ive gone over all of this at once.
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