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The last few days have been horrible. father has 'terminal agitation', he doesnt have much longer left. there's so much I want to tell him but it hurts so bad just to see him I can barely speak. watching one of the most important, amazing, loved people in my life be in so much pain is the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with. I just hope he's as comfortable as humanly possible when he goes.