May 20, 2006 20:46
I havent updated this in forever. Nobodys home and i decided i would have to make this entry a longish one just to get everything thats happened over the last month in. I dont know if i should start at the beginning and work my way to the end or do it from the most recent to least recent. I'll probably just start here and there and pick up the peices as i go. Ive never been one for order.
So new tool and pearl jam cd came out on May 2nd. Good day for cds. Both of them are amazing. Tool blows me away. We had tried to get tickets to seem them in minneapolis but by the time our god damn interent page refreshed it was fucking SOLD OUT. I mean literally we had all the information ready like 15 minutes prior to boxtime opening at 12. Lyndon was choked. We did manage to score some Red Hot Chilli Pepper tickets though. Lyndon works at ticket master and they systematically sell tickets from best to worst and hes well aware of the order. We managed to get the very last section last row with out connection but his mom has satellite at work and did a bit better. So we are trading hers for ours.
On May 10th I went to the albert for a punk show. Not really my thing but i had an amazing time. Ive been talking to this guy online for 5 years and even though we had never met we could always sorta tell there could be something between us. Anyways he plays drums for a few bands in t.o and he actually had a tour an played winnipeg. So of coarse i went down to check it out. I showed up rather late because i dont really fit into the whole "punk" scene. I never really bought into that. I ended up knowing so many more people there then i thought i would from like my teen angst years. I ended up having a really great time with him and wishing i couldve stayed later. What we knew was always there definatly felt real in person. Hes just a totally rad guy. I havent stoped thinking about him since. I mean how to do you meet someone once and say everything you want to when you may possibly never meet again...Its awkward. I regeret not going earliar and using his time here to really hang out and show him where im from. Needless to say i was a good girl and we just had an amazing night that ended with me kissing him on the cheek.
May 17th was mine and lyndons 10 month anniversary. We found out that our one year anniversary is going to fall on the final sunday of folkfest. Which is going to be unfucking believable. With folkfest being as magical and mystical as it is already. To celebrate that and our love with each other and all our best fucking friends is going to be ridiculous.
Im saving up to go back to the wack. Yes everyone. I am coming back. Ive book July 26-Aug 8 off and plan on driving out to bc. We are so fucking stoked. So far our plans include, hiking up a mountain, hiking up to bridal falls, going to cultus, going to science world. obviously checking out downtown vancouver. Lyndons never been there and i want to show him how beautiful it is. I cannot wait. I cant wait to see my sister and my best friend Donna. It will be a very overwhelming and awesome experience even though a bit brief. I bet they didnt even expect to ever see me again.
On a different note. Ive sorta let a part of my life that i'd been holding onto go. I realized something about that part of my life that just really needed to be let go. Something very manipulative, controlling and mentally frustrating. This person i know really means alot to me and i mean alot to him but there is just something that comes over me when he talks to me. He like has some personal power and pride in having peoples lives in the palms of his hand. He acts as if he has no idea hes doing it but subconsiously i know he does. I really would love to just have a normal and functioning friendship with this person if he could maybe just grow up and accept the fact that destiny already decided for us and now all we can do it make whats left work.
Ying and Yang are doing great. Oh i dont think ive told you. They are my guinea pigs! I bought 2 of them and their names are ying and yang. its totally fucking awesome