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So tonight im going back out
gunna get another hotel room with paul and candence..its cadences 18th birthday!!! i hope its one she'll remember...ahh as the grad weekend continues i cant help but miss cody a little bit. theres no way that grad wouldve been anywhere near this extravegent in chilliwack but still, i wish i couldve spent it with someone who helped me do what it is im celebrating...graduating..anyways..whatever...im still having a blast with friends and people who care about me deeply..even though i missed my interview yesterday ive got anotehr interview lined up for tommorrow and im supposed to called some wendy at northern reflections tonight.....
im really starting to feel a large guilt for what im putting ray through..it must be really hard to have your bestfriend rather hang out with your ex girlfriend.......me and lyndon really havent ever been as close as we are now but...we are basically bestfriends...we have a good time together, both respect each other and arent embarressed by each other...i am really really thankful for friends like lyndon...we want to get a place together but i think that would just blow everything out of proportion..i dont know what to do.....
gunna get another hotel room with paul and candence..its cadences 18th birthday!!! i hope its one she'll remember...ahh as the grad weekend continues i cant help but miss cody a little bit. theres no way that grad wouldve been anywhere near this extravegent in chilliwack but still, i wish i couldve spent it with someone who helped me do what it is im celebrating...graduating..anyways..whatever...im still having a blast with friends and people who care about me deeply..even though i missed my interview yesterday ive got anotehr interview lined up for tommorrow and im supposed to called some wendy at northern reflections tonight.....
im really starting to feel a large guilt for what im putting ray through..it must be really hard to have your bestfriend rather hang out with your ex girlfriend.......me and lyndon really havent ever been as close as we are now but...we are basically bestfriends...we have a good time together, both respect each other and arent embarressed by each other...i am really really thankful for friends like lyndon...we want to get a place together but i think that would just blow everything out of proportion..i dont know what to do.....