My First Entry . . . Wow!!!
Hey Hey!!! i dunno what the hell to say so i'm just gonna go w/ the flow on this entry. this is my first one so i honestly don't know what to do or say. My frnds have been forcing me to get an account . . . and i've kinda been putting it off, but i was checking this place out and it rox!!! its like nothing else that i've experienced . . . and believe me, i've experienced a lot on the net. *wink wink* *cough cough* awww i'm just messin' w/ ya. so 2day was like a really bad day for me. i think that i'm coming down w/ like a chest cold or something and school sucked majorly. oh shit, i just remember i have to go finish up my article for newspaper, god dammit!!! :) . . . find a happy place, find a happy place . . . ok peace is found!!! *smile* yea i'm a freak, i know, nothing new, but hey learn to live w/ it. hmmmmm . . . i dunno what else to say, i'm kinda dead at the moment trying to deal the hand that life has given me. i'm kinda questioning my life right now, figuring out whether or not i have true frnds out there or whether or not this whole world/everything is fake and pointless . . . i think that i'm going to become buddhist, yea, that'd solve a lot of what i'm going through at the moment. I could go on a life long journey of nirvana . . . or a state of nothing. that'd be sweet!!! *smile* wow u can really express urself through this so called "journal" . . . but still i like talking to ppl online better. *sigh* oh jeff. . . long stry about him, i'll make sure to tell ya lata. well peace out for now every1. :)>-