You Ever Wonder
HOW BAD THIS FEELS?
I went home today. Yea not everyone knew that.
But thats not the point.
I had soo much fun. And it was like, the best dayy everr..
And then I had to leave. And i was okay with it....figuring that i would be back soon enough. And now im sitting here, in tears...feeling wicked uppset and really sick to my stomach.
as far as i know...its called homesick.
i hate it. not that i hate that i miss everett...i hate that i cant be there.
i want to be there. And i want everything to be like it was..(maybe not exactly) but pretty close.
I miss my friends there. And most of my friends here dont know what its like being this way. Theyve all lived here their whole lives. its different for them. They cant understand why i would miss it there soo much. And it kinda bothers me.
all i get is comments like...."its not your home nemore...amesbury is"...
but in reality..(no offense)
but its not. everett is my home and always will be. and nothing is gonna change that.
nothing. and nobody can ever make me feel differently.
i hatee this.