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Well today wasn't all that bad i got to work and didn't really know what to do but just as i was about to find out i got yelled at and told what to do, i killed about two hours with putin up stuff and had no problems but after that everything just went by slow as hell.... my fingers started to freeze off and i was getting pissed off really easily.... they have me on FF for the rest of the week but tomorrow shouldn't be that hard cause i have a MIP meeting for two hours in the middle of my 6 hour shift, so yeah, i'll get a breather.
Sam didn't get online or call or anything today which i know is what i wanted but i still love to talk to her, i just don't like half of what i say when im talking to her :(. I'm a little worried about her though cause i didn't here from her but she's probably ok, she probably has realized i'm not callin her or anything and thinks i'm mad at her, but it's better to have her thinking that i am mad at her then to ruin her realationship, right? I want to be with her but she says she is happy with joe and i don't want to ruin that either.
Everyone seems to be going with my first guess about the truck that my mom will let me down again like she always does... i'm hoping that for once she doesn't, it seems like she isn't going to because she has been pushing this for a while now and she usually doesn't push for stuff like that..... My grandfather and Sharon don't think i should get a cell phone yet, they think i should wait till i get a car and insurence and all of that good stuff.... which they probably are right again like they always are but it is only $50 a month and car insurence is probably going to be about $400 every three months which i could make that much in three weeks at the most... so i don't think $50 a month is going to be that much skin off my back
I haven't talked to chris in a good while, last i heard he was going to stay in NY until the fall then decided he was going back down but didn't cause noone could pick him up at the airport and that Susan doesn't know where he is going to stay when he goes back down there, now i don't know if she doesn't want him to stay there or if they just haven't talked about it yet... oh and my mom called tonight and said chris's mom was sending something down so they could send his tools back to NY... i dunno what that is all about yet either..... maybe he is planing on staying up there for good now or he has a car to work on or something... but it would be nice if he got online sometime so i could find out
Steph isn't doing to good i don't know what has got into her... she was happy there for about a week with this one guy, i don't know if her and that guy broke up or anything to do with that guy but she posed a blog about how her home life isn't going to well i don't know if it is just that or if it is everything all together. Me and her got pretty close (i think) before i left and it seems that we have fell apart since i have been up here so i only know what i read, we talk sometimes online but it is mostly bs. I'm trying to not focus on that to much though (sorry steph), i'm trying to focus on my life and getting things in order for my, so far all i've really got is a job but i think that is a big step forward in what i need to do to better everything cause you can't do anything without money and besides that it gives me more of a schedule cause i have to be there at a certain time, so i think everything from here on out is only going to get better, but i will keep you updated periodictly (as much as i can), so until later days, laterz
Sam didn't get online or call or anything today which i know is what i wanted but i still love to talk to her, i just don't like half of what i say when im talking to her :(. I'm a little worried about her though cause i didn't here from her but she's probably ok, she probably has realized i'm not callin her or anything and thinks i'm mad at her, but it's better to have her thinking that i am mad at her then to ruin her realationship, right? I want to be with her but she says she is happy with joe and i don't want to ruin that either.
Everyone seems to be going with my first guess about the truck that my mom will let me down again like she always does... i'm hoping that for once she doesn't, it seems like she isn't going to because she has been pushing this for a while now and she usually doesn't push for stuff like that..... My grandfather and Sharon don't think i should get a cell phone yet, they think i should wait till i get a car and insurence and all of that good stuff.... which they probably are right again like they always are but it is only $50 a month and car insurence is probably going to be about $400 every three months which i could make that much in three weeks at the most... so i don't think $50 a month is going to be that much skin off my back
I haven't talked to chris in a good while, last i heard he was going to stay in NY until the fall then decided he was going back down but didn't cause noone could pick him up at the airport and that Susan doesn't know where he is going to stay when he goes back down there, now i don't know if she doesn't want him to stay there or if they just haven't talked about it yet... oh and my mom called tonight and said chris's mom was sending something down so they could send his tools back to NY... i dunno what that is all about yet either..... maybe he is planing on staying up there for good now or he has a car to work on or something... but it would be nice if he got online sometime so i could find out
Steph isn't doing to good i don't know what has got into her... she was happy there for about a week with this one guy, i don't know if her and that guy broke up or anything to do with that guy but she posed a blog about how her home life isn't going to well i don't know if it is just that or if it is everything all together. Me and her got pretty close (i think) before i left and it seems that we have fell apart since i have been up here so i only know what i read, we talk sometimes online but it is mostly bs. I'm trying to not focus on that to much though (sorry steph), i'm trying to focus on my life and getting things in order for my, so far all i've really got is a job but i think that is a big step forward in what i need to do to better everything cause you can't do anything without money and besides that it gives me more of a schedule cause i have to be there at a certain time, so i think everything from here on out is only going to get better, but i will keep you updated periodictly (as much as i can), so until later days, laterz