Nov 15, 2005 04:21
ok so... its 4 am... im tired but i cant maky myself goto sleep... i hate when that happens.,.... And yea... ima go ahead and take the time to explain WHY i have been so busy lately...
Basicly its been 90 percent partying... due to a bad cold that knocked out my voice and made it impossible for me to goto work for a week... (that combined with the fact i didnt really wanna goto work... i cant stand my job more and more by the day... Mainly because the 11th of this month Is when myt driving record cleared up and i can now get a REAL job doing something i dont hate.....) So i ended up spending about 2 weeks strait not going to work and being at home constantly... with..... Um... lots of ppl, women, Drugs, Beer, liquor, and pills around at any given time.... So yea. it was like 2 weeks that went by very fast that i hardly remember..... But i remember it rocked...
Before that whole mess i've been dealin with some roomamte issues, the psychopath roommate i had ended up splitting and leavin me about 300+ bucks in the hole when he didnt give me my half... Taht combined with the lack of my own income from.. um.. not oging to work... Ended up putting me in a bad way money wise....
Yea so Lately i've been dealing with trying to make money any way possible.... Main ideas here are basicly Relying on my 2 buds that are staying with me to -hopefully- come up with enough cash to help me out before i absoluitely need it... Another idea is.. well... Selling my shit on ebay. im actually makin like 200 bucks from selling my accounts from world of warcraft and final fantasy XI(online RPGs... that i put way to much time into back before i had a life...)
Basicly thats about it... I went from Living with charles in his house.. playing warcraft and going to work and being unhappy and totally sober... To Taking the house over After charles left.... Getting shit in my name, Growing up, taking responsability for myself.... Taking control.... Ended up havin my house become a BIGASS fuckin party house shortly after i took over..... Getting into drugs, which i never ever touched before.... And well... kinda just goin crazy as fuck and lovin every minute of it.... its been a blast.. now its getting back to that "shit i gotta take control" part again.
im workin on makin shit work out now tho, im startin a new gig thats gonna have me being at work at like 6 AM -7AM and getting done like... 5ishpm and being home the rest of the evening... So im really gonna be turning my life around BIGTIME from what im used too.. (starting work at 4PM and goin till midnight, and partyign till like 4-7 AM)
Lifes gonna be differant, ima have alot more fuckin money, im workin on moving out of this house and havin a new MUCH CHEAPER place of MY OWN to live in, meaning no roommate...... More money to save.. and in general a better life.... Safer life too, where i live now i kinda dont feel 100 percent safe that when i leave my house everything is gonna be the way i left it when i come back..... *shifty eyes*..... Some shit of mine has ended up missing and im not liking his fact. some ppl need to never come to my house again or they will leave with their neck twisted and their head backward so they can look at my house as they walk away and no not to fuckin come back again.
... That is all.