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Well the year is almost done
Gathering at my house tomorrow, which will be awesome.
Man i cant believer a whole year has passed.
This was an interesting year. Some good things as well as some bad things have happened.
Time was a big factor that i guessed confused all of us.
It went by to fast.
I cant say that this was a good year and i cant say it was bad, cause it was inbetween.
I mean things happened that i never thought would.
My sister got engaged, my mom got a little more sane, i made new friends etc.
I can honestly say that i've got one person to thank for helping me realize a lot of things. Im glad i got close with him and got to be with him. He helped to ease the pain of my dad's death, cause god knows that that was honestly killing me every single day this year. Talkin to him about it and realizing that he cared, just made it hurt less. Im not ever going to be completely fine with that, but at least it doesnt hurt that much.
I've made amazing friends that i love so much. They have been there making me happy and just having great times with them. I've been through a lot with them and i love every single one of them so much. And i hope they all know that.
I lost one friend than gain her back. I think that break that we had was good actually. we needed to be away from each other cause we were hurting each other and we werent being best friends to one another. Im so glad that things worked out tho now. cause i wasnt ready to throw away 7- 8 years of friendship down the drain.
University scares the shit outta me, im not going to lie. i kinda hate it. I mean my goal this semester is to meet as much people as i can possibly can. Im switching programs tho. I've found away to incorporate something i love passionately,music, with something else. I hope it works.
After reading this book, i realized that im not going to let anyone get in the way of what i want. im not going to let people bring me down. You dont like me, then fine why the hell should i care. People change i realized, sometimes for the good and sometimes for the bad. And i realize i hate how i am, and i want to change. And i have. I've gained so much confidence in myself this year and its amazing. i love it. Im trying to be more outgoing as well, which is slowly working. Im getting to where i want to be and i love it.
I've done so many things this year. Tons of concerts, hangouts with the best friends a girl can ask for,met tons of people, gotten close with someone, and just had an amazing life
I can honestly that right now i love life. I love where my life is going. Things arent bad and i cant complain because there are people out there that have it much worse. Like people who suffer from abuse, people who dont know where theyre going to sleep tonight and people suffering from war. I've got it good and i cant complain.
High school's over and lifes changing. I can either stay where i am and let change happen around me. Or i can embrace the change and go along with it.
and i think im going to embrace it for once in my life
Gathering at my house tomorrow, which will be awesome.
Man i cant believer a whole year has passed.
This was an interesting year. Some good things as well as some bad things have happened.
Time was a big factor that i guessed confused all of us.
It went by to fast.
I cant say that this was a good year and i cant say it was bad, cause it was inbetween.
I mean things happened that i never thought would.
My sister got engaged, my mom got a little more sane, i made new friends etc.
I can honestly say that i've got one person to thank for helping me realize a lot of things. Im glad i got close with him and got to be with him. He helped to ease the pain of my dad's death, cause god knows that that was honestly killing me every single day this year. Talkin to him about it and realizing that he cared, just made it hurt less. Im not ever going to be completely fine with that, but at least it doesnt hurt that much.
I've made amazing friends that i love so much. They have been there making me happy and just having great times with them. I've been through a lot with them and i love every single one of them so much. And i hope they all know that.
I lost one friend than gain her back. I think that break that we had was good actually. we needed to be away from each other cause we were hurting each other and we werent being best friends to one another. Im so glad that things worked out tho now. cause i wasnt ready to throw away 7- 8 years of friendship down the drain.
University scares the shit outta me, im not going to lie. i kinda hate it. I mean my goal this semester is to meet as much people as i can possibly can. Im switching programs tho. I've found away to incorporate something i love passionately,music, with something else. I hope it works.
After reading this book, i realized that im not going to let anyone get in the way of what i want. im not going to let people bring me down. You dont like me, then fine why the hell should i care. People change i realized, sometimes for the good and sometimes for the bad. And i realize i hate how i am, and i want to change. And i have. I've gained so much confidence in myself this year and its amazing. i love it. Im trying to be more outgoing as well, which is slowly working. Im getting to where i want to be and i love it.
I've done so many things this year. Tons of concerts, hangouts with the best friends a girl can ask for,met tons of people, gotten close with someone, and just had an amazing life
I can honestly that right now i love life. I love where my life is going. Things arent bad and i cant complain because there are people out there that have it much worse. Like people who suffer from abuse, people who dont know where theyre going to sleep tonight and people suffering from war. I've got it good and i cant complain.
High school's over and lifes changing. I can either stay where i am and let change happen around me. Or i can embrace the change and go along with it.
and i think im going to embrace it for once in my life