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Well what a week. University is insane.Wow. Two labs and a quiz next week. Sucks major ass. So tired now.
Man, lately all ive wanted to do is sleep and stay home. I dont want to hang out with anyone. It kinda sucks.
Ive been listening to music from the past, and it reminds me of things. Memories both good and bad. Like my awesome summers with jo, to the thing with my dad, to my three year thing with Kale. So messed up.
I shoud be doing Chem, but i dont wanna. Its so boring. Man i need to make friends, its so hard. All the people are either really loud and obnxious or really quiet and strange. I cant deal with that.
I miss high school, all the good times. Last year was crazy. I met so many people and formed so many friendships. I know ill try and make an effort to see everyone, but i guess im scared ill lose those friendships.
I realized me and Roy would never work. Im kinda glad we're over. There was too much drama. I expected more for him, and well i never got what i expected. I learned for it. We're better as friends. We cant work at being a couple, it didnt work out. We brought out the worst in each other. I mean, i know it did for me at least. We're still wicked friends though, although i dont really see him. I make the effort, oh well. I'll meet some new people at York now
Man, Lauren is the assmaster. Hahaha. Thats jokes Taller and Corey. He saw the post its Lauren, he laughed. Haha. Were such bums. Man, i love hanging out with Taller and Lauren. Were so close now, it rocks.
Its so weird, but whenever i learn something in chem that we learned last year, it remind me of something to do with me and Roy in class. Like when we learned stoichemetric, he kept bugging me to help him.Its really strange.
Halloween is coming up!!! YAY!!! Im so happy for that. WOOHOOO. need to do something cool. May be movie night or something. Fearfest? Concert? Trick or Treating? I dunno, we'll see.
Here are some good lyrics
Cold- Wasted Years
There's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I planned
[Chorus]
Was it life I betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years
If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
if I could see the signs
I'd derail every path I could
now I'm about to die
won't you clear away from me
give me strength to fly away
[Chorus]
There's nothing left but wasted years [x3]
[Chorus x3]