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wow wut the fuck is gonig on here........
ok so lou was ni the hospital for a long ass time and now hes back in the how and omg he is fucknig heavy 840 lbs and i gotta help my mom lift him up and move him around and shit cuz hes paralized. and NOBODY is fucknig helpnig us. im at the lowest point in my fucking life and everyone is fucking concerned about wus gonig on in theirs. we have fucking 1,000 dollars in fucking bills and our room mates are too damn lazy to fucking pay. we can barely keep food i the fucking house, we can barely pay the fucking bills, i cant get a job right now cua my mom needs help wth lou and i may lose my ssi and nobody wants to fucknig hep. seriously it feels like im being punished for somethni i dont even know about. bills going to be in kalamazoo for the next two weeks and evans gone for another two years and the people who are around are fucking pricks. everyone thinks their life is shit and they have WAY better than i do. im trying to get into college and the fucking people who are SUPOSED to help me get there are sitting on their fucknig asses and notdoing shit. i swear even my fucknig SISTER is fucknig pos. she her fucknig son (my nephew joey) to some 30 year old fucknig lady thay she doesnt even know and she filling his head with fucknig shit (they hate you they dont want around we love you and want you here). i swear im fucknig better off on my own and ith no ones fucking help. the few friends i have wont even fuckinbg take the time out of their day to fucknig call me and see how im doing i gotta fucking call them and when they answer their phones their always doing something. im being fucking lied, shit on, turned down, and used until im fucking down and out. i can seriously feel myself beinging to snap my bipolar is turning int oschitzofrania i can feel im gonig to snap one day and either get thrown in a nut house or in prison.
ok so lou was ni the hospital for a long ass time and now hes back in the how and omg he is fucknig heavy 840 lbs and i gotta help my mom lift him up and move him around and shit cuz hes paralized. and NOBODY is fucknig helpnig us. im at the lowest point in my fucking life and everyone is fucking concerned about wus gonig on in theirs. we have fucking 1,000 dollars in fucking bills and our room mates are too damn lazy to fucking pay. we can barely keep food i the fucking house, we can barely pay the fucking bills, i cant get a job right now cua my mom needs help wth lou and i may lose my ssi and nobody wants to fucknig hep. seriously it feels like im being punished for somethni i dont even know about. bills going to be in kalamazoo for the next two weeks and evans gone for another two years and the people who are around are fucking pricks. everyone thinks their life is shit and they have WAY better than i do. im trying to get into college and the fucking people who are SUPOSED to help me get there are sitting on their fucknig asses and notdoing shit. i swear even my fucknig SISTER is fucknig pos. she her fucknig son (my nephew joey) to some 30 year old fucknig lady thay she doesnt even know and she filling his head with fucknig shit (they hate you they dont want around we love you and want you here). i swear im fucknig better off on my own and ith no ones fucking help. the few friends i have wont even fuckinbg take the time out of their day to fucknig call me and see how im doing i gotta fucking call them and when they answer their phones their always doing something. im being fucking lied, shit on, turned down, and used until im fucking down and out. i can seriously feel myself beinging to snap my bipolar is turning int oschitzofrania i can feel im gonig to snap one day and either get thrown in a nut house or in prison.