FINALLY!!!!
I am getting to have a break from home! I'm goin to Gulf Shores, Alabama to the beach with Peek and Kathryn. Kathryn and I are goin to get along, so it should be fun. I am first visiting my Grandmother in Mobile for a few days. Then im meeting up with them at the beach. Thats why im in a better mood. Earliar I wasn't really in a good mood when my friends were over so i hope i didn't piss them off. I just didn't really want to see anyone. I was also tired. My friends did kinda invite themselves over though. I didn't really care and said it was fine, even though i knew nick only wanted to come over for my trampoline and Allison. It didn't bother me though cause i knew Allison would probably keep them occupied and i could do what i wanted or whatever. Also i could hang out with Alex. But when Nick left he just said bye to us and left. No thanks for having me over or anything. He could have atleast said thanks. Allison promised me next time she wouldn't go through me to have plans with Nick. I want them to spend time with each other cause i know she likes him and all. I just didn't feel comfortable with the way they did spend time together.
Aside from all that...
I think i am getting lonely. Like i want a girlfriend. There are a few people i like. But i haven;t managed to see them that much this summer even though ive tried. I kinda like Allison's friend April, even though i know she hates that, which im sorry for. Once i can drive ill be able to see and hang out with April more though, cause she goes to a different school.
One of my bestfriend, Tenley, who moved to Holland in 8th grade just got in town, and I'm not goin to get to see her. It really pissed me off, but i wasnt goin to cancel goin to the beach just for the chance of getting to see her maybe once... cause she always busy, and her other, "fake" friends will all be like "tenley tenley!" so its hard for her to set any plans. But when she comes Christmas time we have set aside some time to do something together.
I think Allison is getting annoyed with me, probably cause of all the time we've been spending together. But ill be gone for a week, that should give her a break. I try not to come over there too much, but when i'm bored i go over there cause there isn't anything else to do. I like spending time with her, but it all just seems unrequited sometimes... We'll see.
i miss camp.
i got no more.
be back in a week.
Aside from all that...
I think i am getting lonely. Like i want a girlfriend. There are a few people i like. But i haven;t managed to see them that much this summer even though ive tried. I kinda like Allison's friend April, even though i know she hates that, which im sorry for. Once i can drive ill be able to see and hang out with April more though, cause she goes to a different school.
One of my bestfriend, Tenley, who moved to Holland in 8th grade just got in town, and I'm not goin to get to see her. It really pissed me off, but i wasnt goin to cancel goin to the beach just for the chance of getting to see her maybe once... cause she always busy, and her other, "fake" friends will all be like "tenley tenley!" so its hard for her to set any plans. But when she comes Christmas time we have set aside some time to do something together.
I think Allison is getting annoyed with me, probably cause of all the time we've been spending together. But ill be gone for a week, that should give her a break. I try not to come over there too much, but when i'm bored i go over there cause there isn't anything else to do. I like spending time with her, but it all just seems unrequited sometimes... We'll see.
i miss camp.
i got no more.
be back in a week.