This Isn't Working
So I took a job helping a disabled boy get on the bus what I thought would be 1 to 3 days a week. It isn't 1 to 3 days a week for 2 hours in the morning. The mom keeps finding ways to get me to agree to more and more time. I just can't do it and I feel horrible that I've somehow committed myself to this. There are some weeks where I work until 9 at night and then back in the morning at 5:30AM. I have my own family to take care of, so what I get 5 hours of sleep? Then what if a school calls me? I go to work ALL day at a school as a sub with 5 hours of sleep? This just cannot be. I don't like feeling like a quitter or that I've failed someone, its just not me, but I think thats what is going to happen. Sigh...