May 03, 2010 03:34
space case, whale scales. i'm trying to rack up some bedsores by staying in bed all day every day, so far i've only completed a mere 21 hours before getting up for a pee. i had to get drunk last night so today all my skins are like alligator hides and gross and crackly and dry! top that off with some sunburn. been craving salads and chinese and frozen yogurt but mostly just for the fruit. what a dull boring life!
i tumbled down some slime slicked hole with the idea that i'd found some lasting love interest, but the fluff and glitter were all fun and great but the reality is that there isn't much there, not in the way that i want it anyway, and i've been still pushing at it for a good seven months. crazyface. good words and being held once in a while at night should not be so empoweringly blinding. they are just good moments but all is fleeting, and i really should be having a better hold on my self.