shut up susan
So this chick in my dorm, is sitting in the common room with some fucking warm up brownie, and is like, soooo how many calories did you eat, cause everyone's talking about diets. She's like, 1400. I'm like cool. Ms. Yama is like, I dunno less than two thousand. Susan is like you? I'm like 800. She's like bullshit. I'm like, uhh no, and list everything I ate that day.
What I wanted to say was
Yeah, belive it or not some of us have the strength and persistance, the drive, if you will, to not eat shit loads of butter and pasta and chocolate and convince ourselves its ok because we barf it all over a bathroom* we have to share with 12 other girls. Some of us are better. P.S. I weigh twenty five pounds less than you.
Buut
before I had a chance to think about saying this she said
"you'll never be able to keep it up"
and that. is exactly what i needed.
give me a challenge, and I will eat your heart out (or not, hah.)
that was it. no more binges, ever. this is my point to prove, this is going to be my "i told you so" this is going to be my chance to finally fucking follow through with something.
one month, twenty pound, liquid fasts every weekend.
watch me bitch.
*that's not anti-mia, just anti-lack of hygiene
What I wanted to say was
Yeah, belive it or not some of us have the strength and persistance, the drive, if you will, to not eat shit loads of butter and pasta and chocolate and convince ourselves its ok because we barf it all over a bathroom* we have to share with 12 other girls. Some of us are better. P.S. I weigh twenty five pounds less than you.
Buut
before I had a chance to think about saying this she said
"you'll never be able to keep it up"
and that. is exactly what i needed.
give me a challenge, and I will eat your heart out (or not, hah.)
that was it. no more binges, ever. this is my point to prove, this is going to be my "i told you so" this is going to be my chance to finally fucking follow through with something.
one month, twenty pound, liquid fasts every weekend.
watch me bitch.
*that's not anti-mia, just anti-lack of hygiene