Love songs....
I hate to hear them. They place me in the worse mood ever. I can't stand the fact that I am fucking single. I just want someone to call and see how my day is going... and to hang up the phone and say I love you at the end. Someone that before I fall asleep, looks me deep in my eyes and just sit there and tell me how much I am loved. But I wont ever find that. All gay guys are fucking sluts and fags. I hate being gay. I just wanna be happy and actually attracted to my partner. But no, I have to be fucking gay. I wish there was a cure for this aweful disease. I hate fags. Like completely. I am so fucking done with all the drama that they all have.
I hate the fact that my fucking peice of shit ex did this to me. I used to be so confident about everything. I look in the mirror and just see this fat ass hippo. LIke seriously??? I fucking hate myself. I am so ugly. I truly believe what he said. I am unattractive. Never have been, and no matter how hard I try, I never will be. Am I just supposed to accept that? I think it is. No body wants me. I am too shy. I can't fix that. I am so afraid of people because I know that they constantly judge me, what I am wearing, one hair out of place, and all my rolls, like everywhere. I am so sick of it. I am so sick of dressing for what people like. I just like to be comfy. I can careless what the hell I am wearing. I am so sick of it.
I love listening to depressing music, for some reason it is very uplifting.
I hate the fact that my fucking peice of shit ex did this to me. I used to be so confident about everything. I look in the mirror and just see this fat ass hippo. LIke seriously??? I fucking hate myself. I am so ugly. I truly believe what he said. I am unattractive. Never have been, and no matter how hard I try, I never will be. Am I just supposed to accept that? I think it is. No body wants me. I am too shy. I can't fix that. I am so afraid of people because I know that they constantly judge me, what I am wearing, one hair out of place, and all my rolls, like everywhere. I am so sick of it. I am so sick of dressing for what people like. I just like to be comfy. I can careless what the hell I am wearing. I am so sick of it.
I love listening to depressing music, for some reason it is very uplifting.