Over analytical
Wow, what a fucking disappointment.
I look back and see why the fuck I kinda put my whole life on hold for someone so careless. Ok so I was at work, this boy asked for my number. Kinda cute, buttery teeth tho. He seems very sweet. I texted him the other night to see what was up. He is in a fucking relationship, go fucking figure. Oh well, at least someone that is my age to talk to.
Well we hung out, he came and met Katie and I at Crocker, we just walked around for a little, then went to Marshalls. Kev and Ronnie came up there to. He is very nice. We went to Kev and Ronnies after dropping Katie off. We were supposed to go to the club, but instead just hung out there and partied. He dumped his bf. Wow. He kissed me lol...
8/20/2009
Ok now, I have been kicked out of my house. I moved in with him. Wow, I guess you really don't know someone until you live with them. He is very nice. Kinda sloppy. Oh well, Brad was too. Um so he pissed me off. He smokes way to much pot. He stayed up late the other night to smoke with his ex, no biggie, but he was supposed to wake up the next morning and go say bye to his brother. Well he never made it. Must be nice to even think that your brother will be there next time. I didn't get that chance. I know that Josh knows that I really never meant it that way, it just happened that way. It is really upsetting to see such a great person choose such a pity thing over spending time with family. I would love for one day to get annoyed that my family is actually calling me. Of course they don't. I talk to them every couple of weekends. But that is basically it. I miss having a family to just call and vent to. Or someone to just tell about my new job, or something cool. I can't do that. Whatever though.
I look back and see why the fuck I kinda put my whole life on hold for someone so careless. Ok so I was at work, this boy asked for my number. Kinda cute, buttery teeth tho. He seems very sweet. I texted him the other night to see what was up. He is in a fucking relationship, go fucking figure. Oh well, at least someone that is my age to talk to.
Well we hung out, he came and met Katie and I at Crocker, we just walked around for a little, then went to Marshalls. Kev and Ronnie came up there to. He is very nice. We went to Kev and Ronnies after dropping Katie off. We were supposed to go to the club, but instead just hung out there and partied. He dumped his bf. Wow. He kissed me lol...
8/20/2009
Ok now, I have been kicked out of my house. I moved in with him. Wow, I guess you really don't know someone until you live with them. He is very nice. Kinda sloppy. Oh well, Brad was too. Um so he pissed me off. He smokes way to much pot. He stayed up late the other night to smoke with his ex, no biggie, but he was supposed to wake up the next morning and go say bye to his brother. Well he never made it. Must be nice to even think that your brother will be there next time. I didn't get that chance. I know that Josh knows that I really never meant it that way, it just happened that way. It is really upsetting to see such a great person choose such a pity thing over spending time with family. I would love for one day to get annoyed that my family is actually calling me. Of course they don't. I talk to them every couple of weekends. But that is basically it. I miss having a family to just call and vent to. Or someone to just tell about my new job, or something cool. I can't do that. Whatever though.