Wheels on the bus go round and round
Laser Quest- LQ is going fine. The MI-5man is coming up, and i'm on a different team now. Me, S.E.A.L, Wombat, Eulogy, and Cool Ice. Not a bad team at all. Can't wait. Working there is fine. My next 2 times for working is this saturday like 6 or 7 to 10, then the halloween lockin on the 30th. Been workin on my playing styles, picking up a nice move I learned from Dan (Hurricane!) and another one from Jay (PsYcHoJERk). I gotta work my ass off if i want to make the team, because there's going to be a good amount of people fightning for that final few spots next year. Cool Ice, Hurricane, PsYcHoJERk, S L I M, Play-Doh, Trexsis, and Eulogy will probably make the team guaranteed. But spots 8-9-10 will go to either myself, S.E.A.L, wombat, ~od, Nova, or maybe even tank/mithrandir/Erebus/Wazilla might pull a spot. Either way, gotta practice. Gotta make a team for the upcoming Epicenter too.
Monata- Monata is doing ok. Got most of my hours back, (well, he cut two 1/2 hours on me, and i got one of them back). I'm there now, so you can tell i'm not doing much. I did have a bunch of customers this morning. This is the first time we're at a point, where we've intaked more money, than he's paid me. It's amazing. I'm thinking of selling my laptop, and getting a better one. This one is just completely the sucks. It'll blow up if i run too many things at once (too many things is Mozilla, AIM, and Office 2003). Been playing a lot of Civilization 1 though, GREAT GAME still!. Love it. Need more coffee.
Friends- Well, although I keep saying to Jon and Ed "have you gotten your rejectance letter yet from MSU", i'd really like them to go. It's a great experience that i cannot afford right now. Although they'd leave me all lonely, still. I've been checking myself on who my friends are, and re-evaluating some of them. Especially one, who i thought was my friend, but lately he's let liquor take over himself. Luckily i still got some great guys at LQ, and still I love hanging out with Jon, Ed, and Tree....even though they hang out and download pr0n. So weird.
Computers- Well, I might go to a LAN party this weekend, but it costs 20 bucks. It seems way too much like a CS lan, which is gay, cause I don't play CS. I play a bunch of games, and usually willing to play other games, but not CS. Connection LAN 10 is coming up on the 29th. That'll be fun, but i'm pissed that BOTH my bawls vendors fell through, so I don't have any Bawls to sell there. Then i go home after that, sleep, wake up, and work the lock-in. So that'll be fun. I might try to get a hold of anubis to pick up some bawls for me. Or even MghtyMouse (LQ Players). They totally fucked me over. So did the Soda Pop Shop, which wanted to tack on $350 for shipping, which didn't tell me until after i ordered, and after they said $0.00 for shipping.
School- School is going fine. A skipped all of last week, and am falling fairly behind in Math and Psych now. English and Econ is really fine. Getting B's in both. Hopefully I can get ahold of my psych teacher, and find out what i've missed. I can make up 1 test per unit, and i've missed 1 for both units we're in (i've only been in unit 2 for 1 week, the 1 i missed).
Past Weekend- Thursday (my weekends start when i'm done with school) went to the ironman. I also put a downpayment on MOHPA, and ordered THUG2 (Tony Hawk Underground 2). Friday I left for Kings Island at 2:30, got out of the state around 5:30, and got to Centerville at around 8. Played 2 games of LQ there (bashed on their local members), then went to the Kroger parking Lot where i parked, and fell asleep in my van. Woke up at 8, drove to Springboro to pick up my bawls, but to my suprise (as i said before) they didn't have any, when they said they did. So pissed, I left, and almost got cases of liquor, but the guy didn't ID me, and my guilt came, cause he was so nice in apologizing for the phone services stupid mistakes. Told him i was only 19, and i mainly didn't want him to get fired, since i saw a cop around the premisis when i walked in. I then went to Kings Island, where i was the talk of the place, since i was the ONLY person in short sleeves and shorts. It was a little cold, but nothing I couldn't take. Left there around 3:30 or so, and drove to East Lansing, and arrived at like 8:30. I then went to visit Karen, and left before Pat got there (which was the reason, later why i couldn't crash there). Then went to Akers to visit Katrina, and see tony, jon, ed, tree, bryson, and katrina's roomies. I then started to walk around with tree and jon (because i didn't want more than 3 people) and tried to find a party, but to no avvail. I wound up calling my cuz Ryan, but nobody he knew was having a party, and his Frat's party was low-key. So we went back to Katrina's dorm, where ALL the sleeping arrangements got fucked up. So fucked up, to the point where i called Tarah, Dobbins, Karen, and just about everybody on my phone that i knew that went to MSU. It was like 3:30, so i didn't expect much. I wound up crashing at a hotel (cause i couldn't go home) about 15 miles out of East Lansing. $42.00 just gone, so i could sleep in warmth, since it was about 20 degrees colder than Centerville. Woke up, and then drove to Eds house to watch football. Then went home (mind you, the reason i did that, was because my rents still thought i was at Kings Island). Cleaned my room, went back to eds, traveled to national, and went to practice at Laser Quest, where I didn't fair toobad. I'm getting tagged less, but i'm still not tagging a lot of people. Went home, got crushed in BFV by a team that knew Ebony Eyes more than we did. Then slept.
Bowling- I'm carrying around a 180 average, and my high series is 627. Our team is STILL in first some how. Whenever we have a bad week, the other good teams have bad weeks, etc. Dan was saying we should win the first 1/2, fuck up our averages for the second 1/2, then go into the championship with sand bagged averages. I laughed so much when he said that. We finally got a 6th bowler. Good 'ol Mr. Epple. I can't wait for athens to start bowling again. I think me, Justin, Tom, and Mark should go back and challenge the Varsity team. Heh, the only person that would probably beat me, justin, and tom is Eric. THat's if he's bowling this year. But i heard they got a LOT of people signed up. Like in the 30's. So maybe they might get some money soon from the school board. Since both us and Troy High have power house teams... well we HAD.
Family- Well, here's majority of the emo portion of my post, but I need to vent my anger, because if I told the person how I feel about her, she may be too fragile and commit suicide (no joke here). My sister, overdosed...again....got into an accident...again....lied to me...again. Like, back when I had my grad party, she promised she would get better. Then she OD's and fucks up her life even more. Then she calls, and I tell her very little how i feel, and about a month later, she OD's, and fucks up again. It's just getting fucking ridiculous. I have NO CLUE who to fucking turn to about something like this. I mean, I'm usually the guy that's there for anyone, but when I need somebody, I have nobody that says "hey kenney, i'm here to talk to you"... i know i have zack, and I know I have God, but sometimes you need a friend your age. Somebody that understands what a hard time is, because they, themselves, may be going through one too. I really REALLY want to lay into my sister, and vent everything I hate about her, and how mch she's FUCKED up MY life, but as I said, I can't. And I want to hate her, and block her out, but she's my sister, my flesh and blood. My parents have put so much money, and trust, and so much into her, to make sure she gets betters, and my sister just shrugs it off. She keeps getting hand outs, which really pisses me off. I'm pissed at my cousin Billy for taking her in, and My aunt and uncle for embracing her. Although they now know what we've been going through (because of this recent incident). My sister ALMOST fucked up ALL of our car insurance, because AAA fucked up papers, but that still can turn into our fault. I don't know what to think, i'm gonna take a break writing this. Wow, i've calmed down a lot. I think i'm going to get a meeting with a therapist, so I can vent all my anger, cause i didn't realize how much I was bottling this up. I'm done with this subject right now.
Girlfriend- Well, I'm still girlfriendless, and it's been a while. Almost 6 months, after that mistake of a relationship i made with Alyssa. Moved WAY to fast, trying to back to the pace we were at last year (which wasn't a mistake). and in turn to this mistake, I haven't talked to her since then. Of course, it wouldn't help that she changes screennames as many times as I play DDR in a week. :-D I talked to Karen about her, and I think i'm over her finally, which is a good thing. I honestly didn't think I could do it for a while, since she has all the keys I look for in a girl, but some things shouldn't be brought further than a friendship, which is fine. Had to learn that with Laura, and now I learned that with Karen. Now i'm single and looking. I have a few interests, but I have to start being a tad more aggressive, instead of passive. Can't be scared to go after a girl, because you gotta realize that if nothing happens, you'll probably not see them again, or not for a while. Which by then they'll have forgotten you. I should try to get a hold of Lydia, I haven't talked to her in ages, and she was a good friend to lose, over my stupidness and puppy-love. Heh, too bad i was too much of a chicken shit to invite her to my grad party. ALthough she wouldn't have fit in much, since not many of my friends came, since it was the same day as Mrs. Witt's funeral (Mrs. Witt is the Mother of a classmate of mine, Katlyin Witt) and something else happened. Plus it being away in like Warren or SouthEast sterling Heights didn't help either, but back to girlfriends. Oh yeah, and something, which i find funny now happened. I asked a friend to put in a good word for me for this girl, and he winds up fucking her. Luckily I didn't blow it out of perportion, and now looking back at it, i find it funny. He does deserve a donkey punch for that though... maybe later.
Ok, that's the end of it i think. Still the same amount of songs away from DDR. 7 :(. Been playing too much ITG. PEACE NIGGAZ