Whew!

[slimeguru42]

Sorry for the lack of an update yesterday, its been kinda hectic. As of right now I'm fully finished with everything related to college! Well, I hafta get my immunization records faxed still, but thats the least of my worries. I'm doin fine guys! I'm sorry for worrying you all but I kinda had a low spot. I kinda relate to Shinji from evangelion right now. I could have been fine at any point if I had just wanted it bad enough. I was my own worst enemy, and when I realized that and took a step back from myself it all started falling into place. I wanna thank everyone for the support, guidance and acceptance they've shown me. I'm still going to visit a psychologist to be on the safe side, but I feel a lot less internal turmoil now, its all residual shockwaves. I'll be back with another writing update tonight and I want to talk to everyone I havent seen in forever sometime really soon (Jared, Joel, I'm sorry guys).

I love you all ^_^

Derrick