Jan 29, 2006 03:05
Well, people keep buggin me to update my journal so much. Alright so I will. As everyone knows I have departed from Texas probably not to return for a long time. I was under the impression that I would be coming back every weekend and all that to see people but once I got out here...lets just say I have found things that keep me here and not wanting to come back anytime soon. I have things in Austin that I will miss terribly...Alicia who I talk to everyday and Sabina who I try to talk to as much as possible. Also my friends and family I will miss dearly. I cant believe that Stephen got my room and when he first walked in there he said it smelt like weed...haha. Thats really funny. I will tell you guys that I have given all of that up. I have walked onto the basketball team here...I am getting a hell of a lot better everyday. I am red shirted and probably wont be "on the team" until next year. I have to bulk up, I have to learn plays, I have to do a lot of things but its great. The guys are great and they are fun to hang out with. I have been working out a lot lately. I go to the gym every day for an hour then swim at the school on weekdays for 45 minutes. If we dont run during practice I run the next morning. I know this is hard to believe because all I used to do is sit on my lazy ass...but its true. My life has changed almost completely in a 180 which is great because now I can start dating again. I feel confident in myself to go out to the clubs, I feel confident that I can start meeting people and I have met soem people. Alicia is the one who talked me into writing in here again. I figured what was the point because most people dont even read this shit. I am having a good time...I have some pictures that I will put up later but its like 3 in the morning here right now which sucks ass...I just slept from 8-3 because I was so sore from working out yesterday with chase. I have a new screen name now on Aim with like 12 buddies on it because I choose not to talk to my old friends just because I think they brought me down with some of the things they did to me in the past. Work is going great and I am happy for the first time in a long time. I feel really safe now...like nothing could hurt me in a way. I like that a lot. I like that feeling of safety. But anyways, my life is going great for those of you who were wondering...
Spring Break im not coming home...Im going Skiing in Utah at Park City, then going to a spa in Cali with some friends for the weekend. I also might be kayaking and some other things...but I am not coming home to Texas...sorry guys, just dont really want to come back at this point...California will never be as good as Texas but at least Cali hasnt treated me wrong yet with the girls.
Alicia..I miss you and I hope you understand why I am making some of the decisions I make...
Oh and if anyone knows how to set up gmail with Microsoft Office...please hook a brother up...ive set up a new email account and new myspace account...I am also getting a new phone number and its probably going to be 310 area code number so im sorry guys...
Anyways its good Will hunting time then its goodnight
Schedule for tomorrow:
Wake up LATE
Watch Football
Hang out with friends
Wash Clothes
Get homework done
Go over to Alix's place
Hang out with Alix and a couple of her friends hopefully draggin chase along with me biatch!