i miss

[slim6rady]

living, and being happy
having something to look forward to
and being motivated

i miss having some sort of satisfaction
and being artistic

i miss my friends
and not having a care in the world

i miss feeling,
loved and loving

i miss having a job
and not being poor

im gona miss my car when i dont make the payments and they reposes it.

i miss feeling stable,
independent,
motivated,
inspired,
relaxed,
awake,
free,
artistic,
anxious,
creative,
determined,
satisfied,
productive,
excited,
energetic

something needs to happen soon,
just no more bad things..