I'm lost
I dont know what is going on. I feel like I've been lost in thought for the past couple years. Now, I want to make the best of my life and I want to begin the process of working towards the things I've waited for as a kid. I want to be the best provider I can be with my future family. I've always held on to staying young and not wanting to grow up. But here I sit, and after reading "Tuesday's with Morrie," I feel like if I focus on not growing up, I will lead an unhappy life. Therefore, I will face life and grow up. I'm ready to become the adult I need to be in order to succeed in this life and take the necessary measure to insure that fact. Seeing how my peers around me are shaping and molding themselves into the future working people of America makes me want to work harder. Seeing how hard working and determined Kiera is makes me feel like I'm letting myself down and her as well. I want to work jsut as hard as her, she seems to be happy and responsible, I want that too. I feel like I'm failing myself by not taking charge of my future. I feel like I'm failing the people closest to me as well and I apologize for that. I'm looking ahead, I will try to live day by day and make the best of each of them. It feels good to get that out.
-Rob
-Rob