the universe is made of stories, not atoms.
at night we lie awake/ with stories taking us back/
to the nights we felt alive/ the nights we felt alive ♫
this summer is nothing like the others-- i miss hanging out every week. late night trips to the elementary school playground. making movies in the streets. weekend visits to the drive-in. i will never forget those days nor will i ever get them back. have you ever recalled a specific emotion but no matter how hard you try, it's impossible to recreate? it's a tragedy when you realize things will never be the same again.
but it's easy to remember the past fondly when you're scared of the future. i'm both excited for and terrified of what's to come. i have a million grand plans-- of what i want to do and who i want to be. i'm also looking for the perfect way to chronicle everything easily and accurately. ideas?
so this summer, on a daily basis i feel i'm being lazy as hell. but besides reminiscing, i'm trying to organize everything for my semester in england come september. and i'm working on theatre advertising for the fall semester. (so far, i've made one poster and some clothing designs not yet finished. see my last two posts and let me know what you think, please!)
i also need to look into internships for next summer. i finally put together my resume-- yay!
i want to go see transformers at the drive-in. and make plans to go to new york city with nikki.
i want this t-shirt-- http://www.zambooie.com/twloha/detail.tpl?cart=124685448746381704&sku=TWLGUYS138
and yes, i plan on my entire wardrobe being twloha t-shirts. it's something i really, truly believe in.
ah, another thing i believe in and am looking into is the possibility of joining the peace corps after college.
i wonder what people might have to say about that...
so i've got a two year plan as of right now. this is my timeline:
[this summer]--staples--england--lmc--internship--lmc--spain and france--[summer 2011]
after that, i'm not too sure. i could find a job. i could join the peace corps.
all hell could break loose and i might still be living with my parents-- yikes.
oh! i'm learning to drive as well. out in the mall's parking lot at all hours of the night.
no need to worry, they haven't let me out on the streets yet.
and i'm currently in love with this band: http://www.myspace.com/thrivingivory