i want to feel infinte
i keep fucking this up..
i had a crap day
i mean i was iffy till i got to geometry..i fucking hate my teacher, i called her a "nazi whore" but she didnt hear me...not that she'd understand anyway....i alomst creid during that class...i cried after and then all the way to jazz choir..thanks izzy for pulling me aside.....i told cindy, while crying, that i couldnt do jazz choir..so she gave me an absence, which sucks.....i dont think she believed me, that i couldnt make it...she doesn't know me, maybe i'll attempt to explain...maybe not....thank you stas and casey for just loving....thank you to everyone who aske di fi was ok....thak you dillon for calling me right away when you heard i wasn't doing so well even though you didn't really see me today....but you were the first to know i was so sad....im so confused, everything is amking me so nervous so anxious, so scared and sad....i miss jackie....i miss every one.......i miss a person who isn't even in my life yet......WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!!!.....i have more to rant about, but you dont care.......i am so unhappy.....i'm having one of those moments where i want everything to go away, because i just dont feel up to it........
good-bye
i'll be fine
i had a crap day
i mean i was iffy till i got to geometry..i fucking hate my teacher, i called her a "nazi whore" but she didnt hear me...not that she'd understand anyway....i alomst creid during that class...i cried after and then all the way to jazz choir..thanks izzy for pulling me aside.....i told cindy, while crying, that i couldnt do jazz choir..so she gave me an absence, which sucks.....i dont think she believed me, that i couldnt make it...she doesn't know me, maybe i'll attempt to explain...maybe not....thank you stas and casey for just loving....thank you to everyone who aske di fi was ok....thak you dillon for calling me right away when you heard i wasn't doing so well even though you didn't really see me today....but you were the first to know i was so sad....im so confused, everything is amking me so nervous so anxious, so scared and sad....i miss jackie....i miss every one.......i miss a person who isn't even in my life yet......WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!!!.....i have more to rant about, but you dont care.......i am so unhappy.....i'm having one of those moments where i want everything to go away, because i just dont feel up to it........
good-bye
i'll be fine