i want to feel infinte
i just wrote this whole long fucking thing about how i felt today and all this shit..it was really good to
i had a crap day...
i mean i was iffy till i got to geometry.....i fucking hate my teacher..i called her a "nazi whore" but she didnt hear me....i really just wanted to jump her....i almost cried during that class..i cried after and then all the way to jazz choir....thank you izzy for taking me into the bathroom to talk....i told cindy i couldn't do jazz choir...i dont think she thought i was being serious....but then again she doesnt know me that well...she doesnt know who i am......so she gave me an absence, which sucks....i'll have to attempt to explain it to her..or maybe not....thank you stas and casey for just loving..thank you for every one who asked if i was ok....thank you dillon for calling me right away when u heard something was wrong even though u didnt see me today...im so fucking messed up right now..my head is all over the place..i need to go see mierium.....i miss everyone....i miss everything...i miss a person who's not even in my life yet.....i'm having one of those moments where i just want everything to dissapear cuz i'm to lazy...i hate these moments, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!
im so unhappy..i hate this...everyting makes me so uncomfortable...so nervous
i have ore to say but i'll spare you..you really dont care.....and if you do......well....u still dont want to hear my nonsensical ranting.....haha...no......
good-bye
i had a crap day...
i mean i was iffy till i got to geometry.....i fucking hate my teacher..i called her a "nazi whore" but she didnt hear me....i really just wanted to jump her....i almost cried during that class..i cried after and then all the way to jazz choir....thank you izzy for taking me into the bathroom to talk....i told cindy i couldn't do jazz choir...i dont think she thought i was being serious....but then again she doesnt know me that well...she doesnt know who i am......so she gave me an absence, which sucks....i'll have to attempt to explain it to her..or maybe not....thank you stas and casey for just loving..thank you for every one who asked if i was ok....thank you dillon for calling me right away when u heard something was wrong even though u didnt see me today...im so fucking messed up right now..my head is all over the place..i need to go see mierium.....i miss everyone....i miss everything...i miss a person who's not even in my life yet.....i'm having one of those moments where i just want everything to dissapear cuz i'm to lazy...i hate these moments, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!
im so unhappy..i hate this...everyting makes me so uncomfortable...so nervous
i have ore to say but i'll spare you..you really dont care.....and if you do......well....u still dont want to hear my nonsensical ranting.....haha...no......
good-bye