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Grr.. LJ just ate this update. Good thing I copied it to Word.
Sigh.. my friend Sheralee had her last day at school, and it's been a very hard week for me. I was crying yesterday, until Ben came and gave me a hug, for the first time in all the three and a half years we've been friends, and he is a very good hugger. Made me feel a bit better.
And I've had a very bad day. See, yesterday I told one of my friends Selina, that her boyfriend and his friends had a habit of badmouthing all their girlfriends, and that she should watch out for that, but that night, she rang up and asked the friends of the boyfriend about it, and today, they came up to me and started yelling at me and telling me off and stuff, and I just told them basically to fuck off, because I didn't need their shit today.
But yeah.. and then they wouldn't leave me alone, so I didn't go to my classes and basically cried my eyes out into the following; the music room wall/the back of my hand/tissues/Ben's chest.
At lunchtime they kept hanging around me and my friends until Leslie and Jarryd (the friends) came up to my friend and basically annoyed her about her leaving and then they came up to me, and Jarryd called me a, and I quote, skanky little blabbermouth wench, and I told him to shove it up his arse. And then Leslie came up to me and basically told me, and he was quite civil about it, told me not to tell Selina stuff that wasn't true, and I said to him 'what I told Selina was the truth, you did used to make fun of his old girlfriends and I was just warning her, so fuck off'
Needless to say, he was pretty shocked, but by then, I didn't care. Does it affect me if Kyle (the boyfriend) doesn't get any because of me? No, I don't care. And if they try anything, like try to hit me, or if they yell at me once more, not only will I snap, and hit them, I have at least five people, including Ben and James, who are fairly strong guys, who will be more then willing to beat the crap out of them for me. So I don't care. Fuck them.
Sigh.. my friend Sheralee had her last day at school, and it's been a very hard week for me. I was crying yesterday, until Ben came and gave me a hug, for the first time in all the three and a half years we've been friends, and he is a very good hugger. Made me feel a bit better.
And I've had a very bad day. See, yesterday I told one of my friends Selina, that her boyfriend and his friends had a habit of badmouthing all their girlfriends, and that she should watch out for that, but that night, she rang up and asked the friends of the boyfriend about it, and today, they came up to me and started yelling at me and telling me off and stuff, and I just told them basically to fuck off, because I didn't need their shit today.
But yeah.. and then they wouldn't leave me alone, so I didn't go to my classes and basically cried my eyes out into the following; the music room wall/the back of my hand/tissues/Ben's chest.
At lunchtime they kept hanging around me and my friends until Leslie and Jarryd (the friends) came up to my friend and basically annoyed her about her leaving and then they came up to me, and Jarryd called me a, and I quote, skanky little blabbermouth wench, and I told him to shove it up his arse. And then Leslie came up to me and basically told me, and he was quite civil about it, told me not to tell Selina stuff that wasn't true, and I said to him 'what I told Selina was the truth, you did used to make fun of his old girlfriends and I was just warning her, so fuck off'
Needless to say, he was pretty shocked, but by then, I didn't care. Does it affect me if Kyle (the boyfriend) doesn't get any because of me? No, I don't care. And if they try anything, like try to hit me, or if they yell at me once more, not only will I snap, and hit them, I have at least five people, including Ben and James, who are fairly strong guys, who will be more then willing to beat the crap out of them for me. So I don't care. Fuck them.