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A lot as changed. All in one years time.
Ive gone from extreme church chick, to a sex crazed pot smoker..
Interesting how things change like that.
Im not happy, I wasnt happy the other way either though.
I really wish i knew what i was doing.. But i can't seem to function correctly. Its sorta sad. Im in this constant state of where i do things when i know i shouldnt. Though most of the time, I just dont care. Or ill think about it the whole day the next day. I still have a concious, though it ususally doesnt phase me too much. Its easily ignored.
I don't see any hope in my imediate future.
Oh well. Drugs, Sex, Typical teenager i guess..
Ive gone from extreme church chick, to a sex crazed pot smoker..
Interesting how things change like that.
Im not happy, I wasnt happy the other way either though.
I really wish i knew what i was doing.. But i can't seem to function correctly. Its sorta sad. Im in this constant state of where i do things when i know i shouldnt. Though most of the time, I just dont care. Or ill think about it the whole day the next day. I still have a concious, though it ususally doesnt phase me too much. Its easily ignored.
I don't see any hope in my imediate future.
Oh well. Drugs, Sex, Typical teenager i guess..