Who exactly am I?
Ive had an interesting life.
Things have changed so dramatically throughout the whole thing.. That it is sometimes hard for me to remember exactly who i was at a given moment in time. Ive always been a version of myself, but it always seems to change. Which sometimes makes it difficult for me to really understand, who it is, i actually am. I know im strong, and caring. As well as loving and hot tempered. My moods are always changing, as well as my appearance. I am a sponge, of sorts, constantly absorbing what's around me. Which sometimes is viewed as "not right".
I guess this is just that stage of life where im suppose to be thinking about who i am exactly, and what i actually want out of life.
It's all about life paths.. And choosing the right one for me. Finding the right persons to share life with. Its also all about timing and patience. Ive never been a patient person.. perhaps its time to learn..
I've probably said this a million times.. But it is time for change. It is time for me to finally get things the way i want, and the way i need them. Because living my life for other people isn't working. My opinion should be the most important thing when it comes to how i want my life to be. Because how im currently living my life, will end up fucking me hard in the end.
Things have changed so dramatically throughout the whole thing.. That it is sometimes hard for me to remember exactly who i was at a given moment in time. Ive always been a version of myself, but it always seems to change. Which sometimes makes it difficult for me to really understand, who it is, i actually am. I know im strong, and caring. As well as loving and hot tempered. My moods are always changing, as well as my appearance. I am a sponge, of sorts, constantly absorbing what's around me. Which sometimes is viewed as "not right".
I guess this is just that stage of life where im suppose to be thinking about who i am exactly, and what i actually want out of life.
It's all about life paths.. And choosing the right one for me. Finding the right persons to share life with. Its also all about timing and patience. Ive never been a patient person.. perhaps its time to learn..
I've probably said this a million times.. But it is time for change. It is time for me to finally get things the way i want, and the way i need them. Because living my life for other people isn't working. My opinion should be the most important thing when it comes to how i want my life to be. Because how im currently living my life, will end up fucking me hard in the end.