Uncomfortable Secrets

Feb 19, 2009 15:36

Have you ever been involved in something, that you had to keep a secret?
Has anyone ever asked you to keep a secret about something that you don't see anything wrong with?
Im slowly finding that most of my biggest moments are based on secrets. Now.. that can't really be healthy, now can it?

I mean, we all have secrets.. but why must I bare these things as burdens, when they shouldn't be view in such a way. It eats away at me, everyday. Im really starting to find faults in the people that caused this problem. I know it shouldn't, I mean, I was a willing participant in creating these secrets... I just sometimes wish i hadn't. I would never go so far as to say that anything was a mistake, because i don't believe in that, It all must have happened for a reason, I'm sure of it. But, why? Why in this way?

I can never be sure, why things happen the way that they do..
Is it because.. I allow them to? Or is it because, that some divine being that has chosen that all my greatest,

...will be continued
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